Tonight

Tonight was ....good.


Not in terms of it being overly fun (it was, don't get me wrong) but more in the way that I actually got to spend some time with someone I really, truly do care about. There seems to be so few of those people to me right now, it was really nice to spend time with one. 


For about three hours or so, everything that was bothering me just didn't seem to really matter. I got to focus on just talking, having fun, and whatever else. Nice change.


Sucks though. She is simultaneously the reason I don't want to leave and the reason I know I have to. Sucks to have that problem, doesn't it?


Oh well, just have to move on, as I've stated before. In the meantime, I hope we get to hang out like that again. Good to have a break from being depressed all the time. 


Song currently stuck in my head:
What do you want- Jerrod Niemann