Oh, No.

Aargh!!!! According to the X-Ray, there is nothing wrong with my back. NOT what I wanted to hear. I know, that sounds weird, right? But after having so many problems with my back, and my legs, I honestly want them to find SOMETHING. Just so I know it's not all in my head. But nope, nothing. It's frustrating. I know the pain isn't in my head. It causes me to not be able to stand some days. According to my doctor, I just need to stretch. And go to physical therapy for two months. Oh wait, I can't afford it. What a freaking surprise.


But hey, things are kind of starting to look up. Sent in my final piece of material to Quinnipiac. I really hope I get in. After spending months and months being rejected from every job I have applied/interviewed for, I need to accepted into something. For the sake of my own sanity, I need to get out of here. 


On a sidenote, sad news today from my old STN'ers. This video has been circulating the web since yesterday, with Deadspin dubbing it as the "next boom goes the dynamite"

Ugh. We had some horrid shows in the past, but come on, really? That is how STN is going to be represented? I feel bad for you, I really do. But hey, on the positive side, the guy from the boom goes the dynamite thing is doing pretty well, so maybe there is some hope for you yet. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that that is lowest low you will experience in your television career. And hey, you're famous!


That's pretty much it. It is monsooning in New Jersey right now. My backyard has finally turned into the in-ground pool I've always wanted. Unfortunately, it won't stay like that. We also have a moat! Good times, right?


Disclaimer: Love to STN <3 I'm not criticizing you, because I know I was apart of some bad ones. I just know you guys are capable of so much better. (I'm pretty sure, at least)


Song currently stuck in my head:
Carolina in my Mind- James Taylor